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Monday, November 23, 2009

 

 

Me who always dream

No matter Dreaming of them her him

At the end I seem

To be always standing at the roof-edge of a 101-floor building

A strong light beam

And then off I jump

Into the hard surface of the ground I bump

All the way down just wanna grip if not all but some

Wake up from extreme fright everytime at the moment I crash on the ground

Every single time

Repeated and repeated without losing any details

The smell the sky colour the noise the opened and closed windows the people etc

All the same

 

Dreams always start all right

Then go on all night

And end in a fright

Exhausted every morning

 

Since I was small

am already always thinking about

how I m gonna die

illness car accident plane accident fire fierce fight killed suicide

may be afterall

suicide is the answer

coz I can make a neat plan

one just like my dream

 

 

 

 

 


Monday, August 24, 2009

 

That’s one of the most memorable days in life

Oh yeah

One of those most memorable

I realize

Those really are things

that I am interested in

that I treasure

that I wanna immersed into

But I never

have the time

have the chance

have the right guidance

to fully appreciate them

 

You asked me what my plan is

I told you

There is no “plan” thing in my life

There is none always

I need so many things

Too many that

I would rather have none

 

I need time

Time to clear my head and find my way

Time just goes by quick and soundless

I need space

Space to compose new work and practice techniques

Space just can’t be occupied by me alone anywhere

I need companion

Companion to guide to support to go alongside

Companion just can’t be anyone

I need capital

Capital to fulfill all these

And

Capital finding eats up my time my space my companion

Damn

I hate vicious circle

 

I told you I am selfish

Really selfish

 

I may be an idiot

Not alone though

Coz there is another

 

Let’s make it work

Together

 


Friday, November 28, 2008

 

要說第二十一個再見  是有這麼的一回事嗎

看著別人才看到自己  由小乖到小壞到小鬼

現在回歸自己的世界

離開一切我沒興趣的

 

馬加斯說

人不如其名壞小孩樣

不認為你懂古典音樂  只認為你懂新派音樂

耳環總是有長長的刺  不是貝多芬的朋友

倒是人真的不可貌相  有你的

 

是我的生命我的全部

喜歡享受為我的作品

而天昏地暗晝夜不眠

他們喚那名堂作熱忱

是一個很深奧的字眼

我只懂音符不懂文字

 

馬加斯說

有個性的人容易變壞  而你非常極度有個性

太有個性會不屑框架  不屑框架會破壞作品

平衡

才能做好

 

我好變

變好我

我變好

 

 

 

 

 


Friday, April 25, 2008

 

It was my turn to have a shock today

b’coz of that arrow

Just like he did at that very first time

b’coz of that tail

 

There was plenty of space created

or

to be specific

Plenty of space for me to create plenty of space for myself

To be aware of all even the smallest minor things

that I wouldn’t bother to want to care or gain

To look at incidents and people

that might not are not and will never be perfect to sing

To run through my mind

that I must change and grow to be the king

 

One very major thing as he said

One very minor thing if I said

Observations

liked what he did at the spots like cats

all observations he declared right were absolutely right

absolutely

which I couldn’t struggle to deny the facts

which made him didn’t seem so bad

afterall

 

I am who I am

Nobody’s gonna change me

that’s what a self-centered person do

was doing

is doing

will be doing

 

and then

 

done

 

 

 


Monday, March 31, 2008

 

this is a whole damn shit!!!

 

 

 

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